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4.07.2013

Morning Mumblings...

7:31 AM Posted by nick mucci , , No comments
so i've been reading Daniel lately.  Partly because of a message shared at a youth conference last month...ok, really, that's the only reason I got back into Daniel.  Didn't wake up one morning and just say, hey, let's read Daniel; nothing like some 4 headed-beast filled visions and apocalyptic literature to start my day...

...I honestly have struggled to completely comprehend Daniel at times...but for whatever reason, reading it along with a new commentary I have, some of the imagery and tension in the book has begun to take greater root within me.  still have more to read in the book, but i'm challenged by the over-arching tension of allegiances within the book.  Daniel, Shadrach, Meschach and Abednego being called by Babylon and Persia to break off in any given way their allegiance to the living God and into whatever way of being and worship the Babylonians and Persians are acting.  Things as small as how they eat, to as large as bowing before another. 

how many ways to we allow our allegiances to go to something other than God, the living God?  I'm talking something as simple as the way we choose to spend our money to the complicated things; like what we actually pledge allegiance to?  what is it that we completely orient our lives around?

that's the thing about these guys...this wasn't some crisis moment where they had to make a quick decision and will they be able to stand underneath the pressure.  this is just what they do...its what they have been doing, their lives are completely oriented around serving YHWH and there was going to be nothing that distracted them from it.  they were going to allow themselves to be lost in who God was. 

do i?

i mean, really, do i?

does the way I eat reflect my understanding of the physical body God has given me?

does the way I parent reflect the way Christ has parented me?

does the way I compete reflect the way Christ has called me to treat the other?

do the things i make my priorities reflect the priorities of the Creator?

this isn't some law deal where I'm going to go through some checklist so I can feel better about myself for a moment...because it is just for a moment, maybe i cross them off today, but a time is coming when i won't be able to....but have i really continued to 'work out my salvation with fear and trembling' to where God is at work within me completely transforming the entirety of my being, not just my actions, but my worldview, philosophies, way of being and thinking?

i don't know...there is much to be done within me, there is much to be transformed within me, there is much that the Holy Spirit shines itself on and calls me to surrender it, to die to self...I just pray that is a continual action.

the beauty of these stories in Daniel, especially the Sunday School type ones, it's the lesson I didn't remember understanding as a kid.  yeah, God saved them from a furnace and a bunch of lions and that is absolutely wicked awesome!  but the reality of the fact that God was with them.  That God didn't prevent them from being chucked into the bar-b-que of a lifetime, but that in the midst of it, God showed up; God was with them.  so thankful that the good news, that Jesus is Immanuel continues and always rings true.  that no matter how life is shaking out, God will be with us.

5.18.2009

recent adventures

4:37 PM Posted by nick mucci , , No comments
man, its been a crazy last few days....yesterday was an amazing day, filled with all kinds of good things...

...i co-led a clean up day down the street at the city housing complex, 40 people were there to help keep it beautiful...so much trash picked up!  it gave Mandy, Celina, Julia, Jonas, and I an opportunity to begin to build new relationships with our neighbors and residents of New Columbia...

...last night we had Jonas and Julia over for a lil bbq and to talk about our dream and hopes for the church...they were so excited about what could be!  and they are ready and willing to do what they can to see it happen :) 

...today i volunteered at the school and met a new student, a young 3rd grade girl who is classified as a behavior-problem, how terrible that children are given a classification that automatically gives someone an impression when they have never met the child...it didn't take long for me to surmise that she is deeply hurt in someway...so sweet, and so angry...
(*update* Mandy and i took Chance on a walk tonight and this young lady was playin basketball and said HI MR MUCCI...she then came over and met Mandy, who's response was...she is sooo sweet and polite! *update*)

...then i was at the park doin a lil readin and reflectin when 3 of the 3rd graders came up and we talked, they danced to the music i was listening to and when one of them did the michael jackson crotch-grab a debate ensued that could only be captured in a verbatim dialogue...

kid 1: that's michael jackson right there...

kid 2: is michael jackson a boy or girl?

kid 3: yeah, is michael jackson a boy or girl?

kid 1: he's both a boy and a girl...

and back to dancing they went...apparently that answer made absolute perfect sense to them...somehow...

thank you Lord for the gift of your presence, may my presence be a gift of Your presence for another...Lord, hear our prayer...

5.13.2009

cross-culture hope...

4:13 PM Posted by nick mucci , , No comments
this is just something i started writin after readin one of my fav passages in scripture; luke 4.18-19 and following...mandy and i have sort of taken the 18-19vs to be a sort of call/mission giving/hope giving nature of it...anyway, here's some rambling thoughts...

"...the eyes of all were fixed on him..." (4.20)

there was an expectation that had slowly built up in the room...and expectation that what He'd say next would ignite them...causing such a fervor and excitement that they wouldn't be able to contain it...and as he began speaking, their thoughts continued...

"...all were speaking well of him and wondering at the gracious words which were falling from his lips..."(4.22)

could it be?! is this true...yes, this is what we've been waiting for, desiring for so  long...we are finally going to see this hope realized...but how is the son of a carpenter going to get Israel back on top...

then Jesus goes and messes it all up...all they were going to ask for was a little display of power that would show them that Israel, God's favorite, was going to return to the top...and Jesus knowing what there were wanting...says no, i'm not gonna do it, and here's two previous miracles you all know so well to chew on...

"...and all the people were filled with rage.."

what the heck just happened?!  these two miracles that happened forever ago are what cause this commotion...why?  did they have some kind of problem with a widow getting her grub on or a leper gettin some fresh skin?

allow me to make a comparison that could result in my gettin my rear handed back to me in a nice little package...let's say a governor declares that some of the stimulus money our gov't is handin out like candy would be spent on the education and health care for individuals who were in the state illegally...imagine the upheavel that would follow!  why is my tax money being spent to care for and help those who aren't even supposed to be here?!  Imagine the picketing and protest marches on the capital building...They don't deserve to benefit from our system!!

when Jesus mentions the widow from Sidon and the Syrian leper, he is trying to show those loyal Jews that their 'system', their hope...God's promise was not limited to their own self-benefit...but the Gospel message, the year of the Lord's favor was going to be good news even for those wretched occupying Romans if they so choose to live under Christ's Lordship...this passage was not a passage of hope for Israeli supremacy, Jesus was saying, but a passage of hope for the inclusivity of God's kingdom...

...this is why we desire a community that exists not for our own sake...

...this is why we desire a community that exists to share this message of hope for any we have the privilege of meeting...

...this is why we desire a community that is not dominated by any one culture other than the Kingdom's culture...

...Lord, hear our prayer...

2.18.2009

impending...

9:36 AM Posted by nick mucci , , 3 comments
so, the economy is doin its thing...leavin pretty much no one untouched.  not too sure about politics/economics and whatever, i'm not sure how much the stimulus package will help...but anyway, we are faced with an interesting situation up here.  The Portland Police Dept. is contemplating closing the North Precinct...that's in my neighborhood.  This is after they cut the size of the precinct in the last year or so.  as i began contemplating what could be the consequences of this action (one which seems rather silly to me), I began to wonder what would happen to the fragile neighborhood I live in and near.  An area that is full of about every economic, social, and racial group.  An area that has sections going through gentrification, and some that probably never will...within a 2 minute drive of each other.  Portland's got quite the drug culture...i'm not talking about weed...that's just like cigarettes up here, I'm not even sure if the police care much about that...i'm talkin Meth and Crack...then I thought about the gang culture up here, its become far more organized and revolves more around drugs than anything else...i think...the power that drugs and the threat of violence can have is amazing on a community seeking to improve and survive...  

All these thoughts come shortly after reading an article about MLK's journey to learn from Ghandi's non-violent resistance.  As I began thinking about what a community can do to survive in the midst of a struggling economy, in the midst of a decreasing 'police presence', i began to wonder what it would be like if there existed a strength of community, where people could begin to police themselves in such a way, where non-violence was the standard, where hope was shared between neighbors, and we all sought to lift each other up.  would that type of community be what was effectively needed to squash violence being used as coercion? how can we begin to see that type of community be formed when we are still so much outsiders to our new home?  i haven't even come close to being in a situation yet where non-violence was a choice I was going to have to make...how can i get to the point to encourage others?

anyway, bunch of questions...not really seeking answers...just thinking out loud. strength of community...strength of community in Christ is what is going to get us through this...